I pray for patience today. I realized today how hard everything is. How much stress it can take to make me go crazy. To the verge of tears because it is the only emotion that makes me feel release.
My broken sleep from my nursing newborn to my two years old coming in my room every morning lately at 7 in the morning. I miss sleep. It would not be so bad if I could at least sleep in a little, but for some reason lately my son has woken up earlier than usual. I have come to the conclusion that he is trying to drive me off the edge because it is humorous to him. Yes he is two, but he is smart and I am sure he does think like that.
My daughter lately has been fighting the fact that she doesn't want to be alone. Trying to get anything done around the house is almost impossible because if she isn't in my arms, she is crying. I hate hearing her cry so of course I hold her when she wants, which is all day. So now most of the time I am carrying her in my boba wrap. Which allows me to get things done that are needed. But I so wish I could just run off into my wardrobe and find a magical land and befriend a friendly lion, just for a few days.
Since it is Sunday I decided every Sunday I will end a post with a quote from the Bible. One that touched me deeply, because we all need them. Keeps me positive and motivated.
"I cried to God for help. From his temple He heard my voice."
I know I am never alone even when I feel that way. When I am at my witts end with everything, I can pray and He will listen.
God Bless
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