The title says it all. The title needs no detail because the title can mean a thousand+ things. God is great, god is real. Sometimes people find God by being in a deep pit or by being raised around God in their families. I found him by life just taking turns and me struggling to go on by myself. God helped me. Recently, God helped my family too. Since moving here we have been sort of stressed financially because my husband is the only one with income so that I can be a mother and a full-time student. We were having a hard time because our bills are way more than expected and so as of right now we are planning on us both going to school half-time and getting jobs to support living here. The other day was very stressful for us both. My husband was in a stress coma for days and that one particular day he was in this coma all morning. I was trying to get him out of it but he was just so stressed financially that we were both just in a pit of misunderstanding what to do. He left for work and two hours into it he received a promotion as a front desk manager. If I have yet to tell you before my husband was a front desk agent at our Holiday Inn Express here. He was hired a month and a half ago and received a promotion. He is outstanding at his job and sadly the last hotel he worked at did not see that and lost him. Which was causing problems in our marriage because of that job he had. Which is a totally different story. The point being... God heard us and gave my husband a promotion. He saw we were struggling and was needing his guidance and gave us his hand. For that I am thankful for. As I said before God is great, God is real.
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Lately, I have become obsessed with this series on Netflix called "Grey's Anatomy." It is simply just amazing. It helped make me realize I want to go medical school. I do. I do. I do. Hopefully I will. But having a kid makes that so very difficult and out of reach, almost. I have been depressed lately because I feel as though I will not be able to follow what I want in life. I want to be successful. I want to be one of the women that can say I am successful and I do something many people can not do. But I also realized that I can do whatever I want to do. It will just be a little laggy than most. People that use their kids as obstacles in life is shameful. Because you can do just about anything you truly want to do. Kid or no kid. You can, and I am a strong believer in that. My moral to life is "You can do anything you set your mind to." My husband seems to argue with me about this because he believes you can't. He believes you can do to your potential but there is a limit. I do not understand his thinking. But it is his opinion. So as of right now, I am getting my associates in Registered nursing. Afterwards, get a job as a RN and after a few years go and get my Bachelors then go off the medical school and see where it takes me. That is my goal, my dream. I will do anything in my power to pursue it. Nobody will stop me.
I took this picture a few days ago while I was sitting in the car at Dollar General. I took this because of all the litter. I was shocked but at the same time I was disgusted. I am not a "tree hugger" but I do care about this world. I do not believe that it is bad for the nature and blah blah. But I think people should care about the earth and people should take care of it. There are people in this world that have a job having to walk five feet to throw something in the trash can. I can not tell you how many times I have seen used diapers in the parking lot because a mother/father could not throw the diaper away. I just hate the laziness in this world. Beer bottles, fast food cups and there is no telling what else just thrown on the ground. It just simply drives me crazy. Which is why I volunteer in the adopt a highway service when available. I enjoy doing it.
So my son before bed thought that he needed a bag of cookies. So what did he do? He went and got his bag of cookies out of the cabinet and ate them in front of me. I just love how much he is growing but at the same time hate it because he is becoming less of a baby and more of a big boy. But like you always hear he will always be my baby. I know one day my big "NO" will not stop him from doing something he shouldn't. But I hope I will raise him to be a respectful man. Although I hate having to raise him in this world because of all the mess going on in it. But I will raise him to be respectful and a man of God. By that he will be one amazing man. I know it is hard to raise a kid the way you want them because after awhile they realize they have a mind of their own. All I give is my love and affection as well as my advice. He has a amazing father, a respectful father which he will look up to. For the years to come I will be a mother and the best mother I can be.
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