Happy Belated Mother's Day

Not sure if you all have been paying attention to the weather later, but it has been terrifying. I live in the north Texas, so we have been getting hit with no breaks for the past week or so. Today I finally see sun and clouds that don't look all angry. Which this weather would of been perfect yesterday for Mother's Day.

I spent yesterday in a bathtub, cuddled up with my kids praying for my life. Three tornadoes were on the ground in my county so I seriously thought I was gone for good. I had to calm my two year old down because the tornado sirens outside were terrifying him. Plus the fact we were all piled up in a bathtub didn't help because he had no idea what was going on. What a Mother's Day right? Luckily it did not no damage anywhere here and everyone ended up being safe. Thank God, but it was so scary.

Other than that, I hope your Mother's Day went great. I spent mine with my kids most of the day until my husband came home (before the storm struck, Thank God he was here with me for that.) But then afterwards we went for a grill out at my parents house. But all in all, it was a great day by far.

This was my first Mother's Day as a mother of two. Oh and what a journey it has been. A journey of poop, tears, screams, laughter and love. When I became a mother at 19, I knew life was going to change big time. When I laid eyes on my son, I grew up instantly. I knew that the little guy in my arms depended on me and loved me no matter what. The happiness of motherhood is one that is hard to explain. You can't explain the love for your child until it happens for yourself. It is a bond that is so beautiful not enough words in world can show it. 

 Watching my son grow up over the two and a half years has shown that I am a good mother. He is the sweetest little boy and I am not proud of him. Along came Zooey and the love he has for his sister is so beautiful. He loves her unconditionally and he proud of her himself. Watching them brings so much joy to my heart and I am honored to be their mother.

I am in love with these little gifts from God himself. He has given them to me to raise, teach, love and care for. So far, I am doing good. I love them. I will always love them.

God blessed my family today. We have been in a little financial hole lately. After bringing in another little one we realized we just were not getting anywhere financially. Not being able to save, not having much extra money left over to do anything and just not being comfortable. My husbands job was starting to cause so much stress because of the hours he was working was not worth the pay he was getting. Today God hears our prayers and my husband is now officially the General Manger of Holiday Inn Express here in town with a 18k raise. I am beyond thrilled because now is when our life starts and we can finally after four years be comfortable and not have to stress about money. Thank you God. This was my Mother's Day present.

God Bless You All!