Happy Fourth of July!

I never really enjoyed fourth of July. I mean I enjoyed doing something other than sitting in house watching T.V. But I HATE fireworks, by that I mean I am terrified of them. I can watch them from afar.. far far... but I can not do them close up, or lighting them (GOD NO.) As a kid I would sit inside and watch by the window or lock myself in a car and just watch outside the car window. As long as I was not outside, I was fine with them. I don't know what it is about them, they just seem so unsafe. I can picture some creepy man making bombs in a box in his mothers basement when I think of fireworks. So yes right now I am in my bedroom while it sounds like Boston streets outside my window. Dorrian is sleeping through it which is kind of shocking, because it is so loud. Although I did want to take a boat and go sit out on the lake and watch the fireworks, my husband is working tonight. Living down the road from the lake, I get a view of the show they are having down there. All of the lake rats just sit out on the beach and watch the firework show, which is pretty neat. But I rather sit inside my safe home. Happy fourth of July anyways though!

My husband is about the take a business trip to Atlanta. For the last three years of us being together, we have NEVER been apart for longer than a day. He is about the leave for a week, and I hate it. I know I sound such like a clingy nut. But I am. I can't help it, I hate being apart from someone. The thought of being alone just sucks. So I am going to spend the next week with my parents. I know, I am such a loser. I don't care though, I hate being alone. Wish me luck though. On top of it all, he is taking a plane. I have never been on a plane and after all of the horror stories about them I have heard over my life, I am scared for him. I know I will literally being panting and biting my finger nails until he lands and know he is safe. Pathetic.

Well, I know I have promised you guys pictures of the house since I moved in a month ago. I have the pictures! Yes, I took some today after I cleaned. I had a little spurt of energy to take them after cleaning and chasing my son around.

                                                    our living room. needs a rug and other little things. 

                                      our island. need some bar stools and a few cute things i found on pinterest. 

                                                                   kitchen, also needs a rug.

                                    dorrian's room. still waiting on the husband to put his toddler bed up. men....

our bay window reading area. love it.

They are a little blurry because I seriously hate my phones camera. I miss my iphone so much. I need it. This galaxy crap, just...sucks. But the house is not finished yet. We are just doing it slowly.. piece by piece. It is coming along. I need to make a trip to goodwill because I have always read how lucky people get there with home stuff. I just do not have the eye for that sort of stuff. I wish I did, but I do not. Interior magazines it is, I suppose. 

I hope you guys are all having a great fourth of July. Celebrate America's independence! Whoo hoo. Although America is going to crap these days, but hey whatever. I still want to move to Canada. 

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Tooooodles!